Dead and gone.

[Sometimes
when you are trying
not to think about something
it keeps popping back into your head.
You can't help it.
You think about it
and
think about it
and
think about it
until your brain
feels like
a squashed pea.
Sharon Creech]

I went through a bunch of high school things today.
I don't know how I feel about that.
I excelled in english.
Now I'm studying biology.
I probably still would excell in english.
I love words and putting them together.

What a difference.