Check, please.

November always brings change.
Whether it is the entering of people into my life,
or moreso recently, the exit.

It feels good to be in the place that I am now.
However, the more I think about wanting something passionate, the more I crave it.
I almost need it now.
Just a ripoffyourclothesiwantyourightnowivewantedyounowihaveyou...thing.
I haven't been fired up about someone for a while.

Hah, I've done nothing but watch movies since I've been home (and eat. Oh god I've been eating way too much)and now my brains are scrambled.

I could've had it recently.
But there was no fire.
No spark.
Just an, alright, I guess so sort of thing.
C'est la vie.

Something will come along.
As for now,
I relax.
Hone my skills.
I just made myself laugh out loud.

I cannot find the right type of music for the place I am at in my life right now and it is really beginning to bother me.

I can't wait to go to Florida.
Ft. Lauderdale owns a spot of my heart.
I am beyond pumped.
Again, for now though, I must wait.

I feel like a good portion of my life is apent waiting, and not enough doing.
Perhaps that will be another November change.
We'll see.